Dear John; Set fire to the third bar.

Am I the only one whose excited to see Dear John featuring Amanda Seyfried and Channing Tatum? Well I just saw the trailer and im ecstatic ! I couldn't stop wanting to watch it, and then I realized why I didn't want to stop. Its because of the song on the trailer. Its an amazing song. It makes me think about what everything in the movie is going to be about and makes me want to write. I even looked up the lyrics. Im such a sucker for a good song. That's how movies catch my attention besides a good story.


inspiration music to my ears ! (:

Feel free to watch the trailer below, just click on the link:

DEAR JOHN Trailer

ohhh, and the song has been added to my playlist.
have fun listening to it !
Let me know what you guys think.

Sleepless in Miami

Im dying over here. I want to leave this town for a bit. I want to explore the world. I want to take an adventure anywhere. Don't get me wrong, I love Miami. I just feel like I need a vacation. I would love to just get in my car right now and drive off for a weekend. Just pack my bags and head North. Someone please get me out of here !

I think for now I'll take an adventure where ever my dreams take me.
goodnight to all.

This made me laugh, I thought i should share.

hilarious ! (:

No Kiss Blogfest Scene, ENJOY!

hey everyone, well i have to say that I enjoyed this contest, and I hope you all enjoy reading my scene. I can't wait to read yours ! Feel free to critique it.

The most precious possession that ever comes to a man in this world is a woman's heart. -- Josiah G. Holland

 

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“John?” Her face changed, she was questioning me, wondering what I was going to do next. Only problem was I didn’t even know what I was going to do. I was just as curious as her. I put my hands to her face and she pulled back for a split second. Curiosity got the best of her and she gave in to the pull of my hands.

 My heart overjoyed with happiness. This was it. I had her. I was going to make her mine. I stared at her eyes, the ones that always drove me wild. Then I slowly tore my eyes to her lips; full and red. I craved to have control over them, just once. This is the woman who lived in my deepest hidden dreams, and here I was, ready to let her know that she was what I dreamed about every single night.

I was nervous, yet daring. I knew better than to back down now. I felt the doubt, of whether I should retrieve my hands from her face, but the urge to take the risk fired through me—its heat burned the back of my neck jolting me toward her lips. She gasped and I stopped only inches away, grazing just shy of her bottom lip. For a second I felt her pull in, I felt the electricity dancing between us, her skin turned hot beneath my hands, a burn my body welcomed—like if I was a victim of winter and her fire soothed me.

Her face lowered, causing her hair to brush against my nose, the scent revived me. There was a twist in my chest, a sudden realization of her distance. At that moment I knew what it felt like to have your heart broken for the very first time.

“John, what in the hell do you think your doing?” I sighed, knowing that was my cue for retreat. My heart would lose this war. It wasn’t meant to be this way I thought to myself. I am who I am, and I have to accept it. Even if it is a life of celibacy and a very lonely one I may add. I just shook my head and didn’t even know what to say.

“Wishful thinking, that’s what it was. Mary I’m sorry, I don’t know what came over me,” but in my mind I knew exactly what it was. For the first time I had let love into my life. I had let it grow much stronger than just for God. I had no idea what that felt like until this very moment, and sure it was a sin. And for a moment I was ashamed, but then I realized I was human. I sinned, yes. It was a mistake for what I was- a Catholic priest. If all the people I saw everyday at church got a second chance, why couldn’t I?

Mary hugged me and kissed my cheek, “I’ll see you Sunday, John”. I gave her a slight smile and nod. She turned and kept walking as if nothing had happened. I stood there watching her.

once in a Blue Moon.

Today, December 31st 2009,  is supposed to be a night of once in a Blue Moon. I have to say that for me it's pretty appropriate. I haven't  had such a good year, like how this one has been, in a while. This year has brought on new challenges, new beginnings, new endings, new families, new hobbies. Well you get the picture, this year brought on many new things that made it exciting. It has shown me many life lessons. Too many to name them all. I just wanted to share with you all that this year... well it was pretty freaking amazing. I can't wait to see what 2010 brings. I hope that this new year keeps this new chapter of my life escalating towards the next.

I wish you all a very HAPPY NEW YEAR !

oh and keep a look out for that BLUE MOON !

These are a couple things that I look forward to in 2010:

1) a fresh start.

2) losing weight.

3) much more writing.

4) passing my classes.

5) editing the Cafe Cultura magazine.

6) new challenges.

7) new surprises.

8) want to take a couple trips.

9) trying to actually focus on my novel.

10) entering NanoWrimo.

What are you looking forward to in 2010?

Cheers ! 

No Kiss Blogfest Contest !

Merry late Christmas to all of you !

This Christmas was pretty awesome for me. The best I've had in a while. I cant help but think about the writing adventures that await me with my new pink dell mini ! Im telling you guys, its tiny ! Im going to be taking that thing everywhere, no doubt about that. And of course the pictures I'll be posting up coming from my brand new awesome camera ! Photo albums are going to be made ! stay tuned for pictures.

Anyways, Im pretty excited here trying to figure out what to write for the No Kiss Blogfest. Im also very excited to read all the amazing scenes from all the other writers. Especially my beautiful best friend, who just so you all know is the best writer I know, Victoria. S. Hands Down, She's pretty amazing. You should check out her blog.

Speaking of which she just passed down an award for me ! I received The circle of friends award, which is pretty awesome. And to top it all off its my first award. So thanks for always believing in me Vicky. i love you very much.

So according to her, i have to list five things about me:

1) Im obsessed with the color pink. dont judge me lol.

2) Im actually craving coldstone right this second.

3) I want to see snow, really really bad.

4) I cant wait to lose some weight starting right after new years.

5) I actually miss my kids from work.

wish me luck on the contest !
im ecstatic ! (:

love from another angle.

When you love someone, you should never get tired or bored of them. It does not happen. You can get tired of them hurting you by saying or doing things to hurt you, but if you love them because they are what makes you happy, then you should never get tired or bored in the first place. Being with someone you love should be the happiest moment of your day. If a whole day passes by and you don't feel like it is necessary to see that person, then I have news for you... your not in love. Your not head over heels in love with the person your with whatsoever. That person should be the center of your world, the person you put before everyone in your life. Being able to spend a whole day with them just laughing, talking, making love, being around family, and just enjoying each others company... believing only in eternity's time...that being with them is never too much...

that is love.

 

inner thoughts.

The people who can hurt you the most are those that you love the most. I can now honestly say that when you love someone you always run the risk of... well risking it all. Love really is a gamble. You play big or go home. Love is... All or nothing. Your either happy or not. But when moments like these come around, you start to think way too much and it messes with your head, at least it messes with mine. I start to doubt myself. I start to think that maybe i shouldn't worry about the little things. But I have to. I cant help but think about the way things are said and the things that are done. The way one acts, always has consequences. Whenever I do something that shouldn't have been done or said, I always face consequences. Those consequences always lead me back to the path where my true self lies, I simply have to learn from them.